" i feel like singing sad songs all night;"

Maybe, this is mostly my fault. Pushing away the one you love. I just wanted to scream for the past 3 weeks. Scream, and I mean, scream. Until my lungs and throat are harsh and raw with my un-satisfaction. That is, the one of not having you. Him. Boy. Shawn. Blergh.

"is this yelling what loves all about?"

today passed like a blur. wednesday gone and done. before i knew it the words fell from my mouth and she left, and you appeared around the bend. thank god for that. your arms barricaded my body. angel voice and eyes. great seeing you dear.

"if i'm the only girl you've ever had,

i can't be the best, i won't be the best"

like spring in full bloom. you hit me. in the front of my mind plays our tape. moments worth while. ones that are worth cherishing. even the fighting. when you made me mad, regardless of the tears and the anger, i still wanted you to comfort me and to hold me. ridiculous? i know.

"and i feel like falling asleep while you scream"